Long,dark and scary road...

As I walk into the path of darkness,I can feel something getting in control of me as if I lost my own will and I can't get ahold of myself.It's this natural feeling of emptyness but I have everything and it doesn't even make sense.I'm becoming more senseless but at the same time it's overwhelming my soul with grieffness and despair.I have no strenght left.As I stand watching,all I can see further ahead it's a long,dark and scary road that leads to God knows where.I feel the need to walk on it even if it's on my bare feet and swollen anckles.Maybe that road will lead somewhere someday if I even finish walking on it alive.I can always count on my insticts but they won't get me that far.As for my state of mental satisfaction,I will keep walking untill the day that I can be in peace with my inner self and satisfy all my necessities wich will lead to my autorealization and it will be the start of my normal state of function.