I'm breaking down in tears and thinking how to put all of these words together.I just can't seem to get his image out of my head.I'm pretty sure there isn't one single cure for what I'm feeling right now.I've have been trying to run away from my feelings but sadly it just doesn't work that way.I want to be ready for the next step.I have bitten every single pillow that I have on my bed trying to deny this but that doesn't seem to work either.I keep on breathing because of him,even though he doesn't seem to care.I want to feel like he is actually listening to me even if he's not near me.Maybe I'm just one more person in his life.Why is it so hard for me to just accept the truth.Oh my God let's just get this over with.When I'm with him I feel like the world could end just at that moment but I don't mind because if it ends at that moment I will die next to him.It's like I have a new reason to believe in love again even if I don't want to.I'm pretty sure that I like the idea of waking up next you.I truly mean it.I long for the day that your arms will be around my waist and we will be just dancing the night away.Oops I guess I'm asking for too much.It could happen,who knows?! Or it will just fade away and become another lost dream of mine.I don't really know what is going to happen but I just feel like I want to scream it out loud so the world can hear me.Am I a fool? I don't think so.I'm just a crazy girl who likes to express herself in every posible way.I don't care if people think that I'm crazy for putting my eyes on a guy like him.Right know I think that he is the only living human who can possibly make me happy or not.But I am keeping myself positive and optimistic beacause I really want him.The point it's I maybe possibly falling for him.
