Moonlight Ride...

So yeah,today my english teacher gave me a piece of paper with something written on it that seemed like a really long poem and I wanted to read it so bad,however minutes later the teacher started reading it in front of the whole class and we all taked turns reading the story.When I finished reading it I suddenly realized how important it is for us to evaluate the decisions that we have to make and it's possible consecuences before choosing anything because it is going to affect us in a negative or a possitive way and we have to choose what's best for us.Life is such a long path for lots of people but for others it is just a short ride.We should try to make the wisest decisions in life and study them so this can help us to be a better person each day.Remember we never know when we are going to leave this world.

Here is the poem;Enjoy:

Moonlight Ride

Jenny was so happy about the house they had found.
For once in her life 'twas on the right side of town.
She unpacked her things with such great ease.
As she watched her new curtains blow in the breeze.

How wonderful it was to have her own room.
School would be starting, she'd have friends over soon.
There'd be sleep-overs, and parties; she was so happy
It's just the way she wanted her life to be.

On the first day of school, everything went great.
She made new friends and even got a date!
She thought, "I want to be popular and I'm going to be,
Because I just got a date with the star of the team!"

To be known in this school you had to have a clout,
And dating this guy would sure help her out.
There was only one problem stopping her fate.
Her parents had said she was too young to date.

"Well, I just won't tell them the entire truth.
They won't know the difference; what's there to lose?"
Jenny asked to stay with her friends that night.
Her parents frowned but said, "All right."

Excited, she got ready for the big event
But as she rushed around like she had no sense,
She began to feel guilty about all the lies,
But what's a pizza, a party, and a moonlight ride?


Well the pizza was good, and the party was great,
But the moonlight ride would have to wait.
For Jeff was half drunk by this time.
But he kissed her and said that he was just fine.

Then the room filled with smoke and Jeff took a puff.
Jenny couldn't believe he was smoking that stuff.
Now Jeff was ready to ride to the point
But only after he'd smoked another joint.

They jumped in the car for the moonlight ride,
Not thinking that he was too drunk to drive.
They finally made it to the point at last,
And Jeff started trying to make a pass.

A pass is not what Jenny wanted at all
(and by a pass, I don't mean playing football).
"Perhaps my parents were right....maybe I am too young.
Boy, how could I ever, ever be so dumb."

With all of her might, she pushed Jeff away:
"Please take me home, I don't want to stay."
Jeff cranked up the engine and floored the gas.
In a matter of seconds they were going too fast.

As Jeff drove on in a fit of wild anger,
Jenny knew that her life was in danger.
She begged and pleaded for him to slow down,
But he just got faster as they neared the town.

"Just let me get home! I'll confess that I lied.
I really went out for a moonlight ride."
Then all of a sudden, she saw a big flash.
"Oh God, Please help us! We're going to crash!"

She doesn't remember the force of impact.
Just that everything all of a sudden went black.
She felt someone remove her from the twisted rubble,
And heard, "Call an ambulance! These kids are in trouble!"

Voices she heard...a few words at best.
But she knew there were two cars involved in the wreck.
Then wondered to herself if Jeff was all right,
And if the people in the other car were alive.

She awoke in the hospital to faces so sad.
"You've been in a wreck and it looks pretty bad."
These voices echoed inside her head,
As they gently told her that Jeff was dead.

They said "Jenny, we've done all we can do.
But it looks as if we'll lose you too."
"But the people in the other car!?" Jenny cried.
"We're sorry, Jenny, they also died."

Jenny prayed, "God, forgive me for what I've done
I only wanted to have just one night of fun."
"Tell those people's family, I've made their lives dim,
And wish I could return their families to them."

"Tell Mom and Dad I'm sorry I lied,
And that it's my fault so many have died.
Oh, nurse, won't you please tell them that for me?"
The nurse just stood there ~ she never agreed.

But took Jenny's hand with tears in her eyes
And a few moments later Jenny died.
A man asked the nurse, "Why didn't you do your best
To bid that girl her one last request?"

She looked at the man with eyes oh so sad.
"Because the people in the other car were her mom and dad."
This story is sad and unpleasant but true,
So young people take heed, it could have been you.

Just wanted to let people on this blog now that I opened a new blog for my poetry.You can check it out if you want too.Enjoy! :)

Do real friends exist?!...

So yeah,today I figured out that I wanted to get home,sit down and blog my ass off;The thing is that I just realized that I can't because I have to go out,ugh.I need to free myself from all of this negative vibes surrounding me and all of the things that are going through my mind right now and the best way to do that it's by blogging.Today I finally responded myself a question that has been running through my mind since God knows when.Do real friends really exist?! Well there is a pretty obvious answer for that question right there.Real friends do exist but they're extremely hard to find.Yes I knew thst but I was having some doubts about it and I guess that all that I was just trying to prove is that people change but I guess that some just don't change.Am I even making sense?! Of course I am.Right know I feel that someone replaced me but it has happened so many times that I just don't give a shit anymore.I didn't wish for this to happen but it just happened.What can I say?! What can I do about this?! I guess that the answer to that is nothing.I'm still hurt cause real best friends do not replace they're other real best friend for another best friend that just came into the picture.I had always said that three is a crowd and I will continue to say it because it is the truth.I would never wish harm to any of those people but what I really wish is that they can understand what they've done and put themselves in my shoes so the can feel how I fee right now.That's really all that I'm asking.

Be gratefull...

Two weeks ago I saw a video that broke my heart.It's about an african family of three children and their parents left them so they were used to living alone and the oldest wich was a girl took care of her two siblings.They were starving to death,until a group of missionaries came and saved them from their horrible condition.Sometimes we don't think about how hard our parents work to bring a piece of food to the table and if it just tastes bad we throw it away,but hey that's just how we humans are,but you know what?! I'm here to tell you that you can change your mind about all of this,just take a minute of your time and meditate about all the things that you have: Food,Water,Clothes,a House and many other things.I honestly feel horrible for what I've done many times,throwing food away and the not thinking about these children who eat rotten stuff from the floor and drink filthy water.I don't know about you,but I feel like if we don't change our way of thinking and acting,our future it's not going to be a nice one and our children are not going to learn those important values that society has forgotten to teach.I think that we should start by being gratefull for all of the privileges that we have and at the same time teach others about the good things in life that they have the opportunity to enjoy an sadly others don't.If you are seconds away of throwing food on the trash can because of it's taste,well then think again,unless you have some rare medical condition that doesn't let you eat that piece of food.If both of your parents are alive or at least you have someone who can take care of you,be gratefull for that because you don't know how many people are raised without their parents and if your parent of guardian lectures you listen carefully even if it's the same thing that you have heard a thousand times before because many people don't know what is like to have a lecture from their loved ones and that is one of the main reasons of the world's condition and state.I'll leave you with this video that I found.Please watch it carefully and record it's message on your mind and most importantly let others know about this sad a and current situation so they can take action.

Maniac Depressive Disorder...

So yeah,this last week was very hectic let me do the hectic word in bold...HECTIC...thank you.Now changing the subject,yesterday I saw this beautifull movie called gifted hands,a must see movie and yeah it made me cry like a little kid.That's the joy of watching these inspirational movies,but no really it is a wonderfull movie.I'm trying to keep up my grades at school wich is very difficult when I have so many things to do but let's not talk about my boring nerdy life,I feel like writing about something that has been calling my attention for many years.Bipolarity,wich means:

Bipolar disorder, also known as manic depressive disorder, manic depression or bipolar affective disorder, is a psychiatric diagnosisthat describes a category of mood disorders defined by the presence of one or more episodes of abnormally elevated mood clinically referred to as mania or, if milder, hypomania. Individuals who experience manic episodes also commonly experience depressive episodes or symptoms, ormixed episodes in which features of both mania and depression are present at the same time. These episodes are usually separated by periods of "normal" mood, but in some individuals, depression and mania may rapidly alternate, known as rapid cycling. Extreme manic episodes can sometimes lead to psychotic symptoms such as delusions and hallucinations. The disorder has been subdivided into bipolar I, bipolar II,cyclothymia, and other types, based on the nature and severity of mood episodes experienced; the range is often described as the bipolar spectrum.

Oh yeah thank God for wikipedia.Well as you may know this mental illness is very common in today's society.I personally know someone with this disorder and I would love to get to know as much as I can about this mental illness because I want to help that person and I want to try and do what's best for her and inspire other people to do the same with their friends and loved ones who also suffer from this disorder.This is a very serious illness and it has to be taken very seriously and trust me,do not provoke someone who is bipolar because it will cause you a lot of headaches.Do not,I repeat do not try it or even think about it.Today's society it's full of mental illnesses thanks to this globally crisis that is affecting every spot in the world and some other things depending the person.We should try and do our best to treat these people with respect and offer them the help they need because no one knows where they could end up if we do not offer them our help or treat them with respect.

There is no greater satisfaction...

Today I was watching the soloist.Man that movie did what no other movie could ever do to me,bring me to it's kness.What a beautifull movie.It's full of compasion and it proves that there is still people out there who actually still can extend a warm hand of friendship to others who really are in need of a true friend.I had to try really hard not to cry,but still that movie melted my heart.Everyone should watch that beautifull movie and learn from it.Most of today's young and spoiled people,including myself obviously,don't know what we have in our hands untill we loose it.We should learn to appreciate every breath and step that we take and treat everyone equally as if they were one of our own,even if they're homeless people living on the street.Always have that in mind.If a homeless guy comes up to you and ask's for money and you don't have any change on you in that especific moment or even if you do and you give him money you should also suggest them to start living a healthy life or to move on from their past and current injuries,emotionally speaking,tell them to have faith in themselves and that if they do,they can become a better a person and start living a new life.There is no greater satisfaction than that,trust me.Even if you accomplish a goal or something very personal,there is no greater satisfaction than to extend a hand to those who really need it.And never,ever,ever,ever judge a book by it's cover.

Bioculture...

Como demonios puede ser posible que a esta compañia llamada Bioculture le salga de los cojones querer construir un sitio en Puerto Rico para criar monos y luego enviarlos a diferentes partes del mundo para que se hagan experimentos con ellos? Que rayos es lo que esta pasando aquí? entiendo que hay muchos problemas sociales que tienen cierta prioridad pero que hay de estos pobres monos?! Este asunto lo han echado hacia un lado y nadie hace tres %$#@!.Gracias a Dios que un gran grupo de personas que se opone a esto pero no he visto ningun movimiento de parte de los politícos respecto a este asunto tan grave.Es que no explico como pueden existir personas tan desconsideradas.En vez de ponerse en el lugar de los monos.Para que rayos tenemos una camara de representantes y senadores entonces.Deberían de ponerse a trabajar y dejar de estar comiendo tanta mierda.Jamas en la vida se me ocurriria dejar que estos monos sean maltratados y que los maten sin primero intentar hacer algo al respecto.Estos asuntos me hierven la sangre.